In the month of February 2016 I had three very vivid dreams of my wife and I in a three-way. The shocking part was it included two men not two women. Whenever I imagined three-ways it was always two women and me so this really flipped my paradigm. What I couldn’t shake was that it was very erotic. In the dreams, I was really enjoying the moment. Reflecting on them, I was surprised at how much I would use them as a basis for a further fantasy.

I looked at online images of MFM and bought some MFM novels. We have used that base to roll play occasionally where we use Sweetness’s sex toys as people. The two main characters have names. I wrote about this in “3 or 4-Way but you only Watch” on July 13thhttps://wordpress.com/post/herwishmycommand.wordpress.com/378 . She usually has multiple orgasms using them to pleasure herself while I am left to watch – only getting my balls pulled on and sucked.

About four months after having those dreams (June 20th 2016) I officially submitted to Sweetness and let her use me as she pleased for work and pleasure. Up until now (October 2018) I never made a connection between the two. Lately, I have had growing fantasies about the other “men” that pleasure Sweetness. This made me ponder where it all came from and why do I like it all of a sudden.

I love watching Sweetness receive pleasure. The more enjoyment she is having the deeper my sense of fulfillment is. It is compounded when I attempt to cut in on the action for some of my own pleasure only to have her say “No, this is my time.” This all feed the domination she has over me. I think part of what I like is that she is doing what she chooses for sexual pleasure and using it to show me that she controls my pleasure. She can have what she wants but I can only have what she offers. That makes me so hot. The more I desire her, the more I want to do to please her.

I have often wondered if I could accept another real man having sex with my wife. When thinking it through. I would always conclude it’s better as a fantasy. This is partially because of my fears – That I was not good enough and now she has discovered someone who can pleasure her the way she really enjoys – and ultimately that she would not want me anymore.

My thinking has changed and I wanted to put those thoughts into a journal. I currently feel I would enjoy my wife being fucked by another man under the correct conditions which would be:

I would need to be a part of it and perhaps just watching.

The man would need to be respectful to both of us and maybe also submissive.

He is there entirely to provide Sweetness pleasure, nothing more.

My role would need to be reinforced that I serve her exceptionally and she appreciates the devotion and obedience in watching her receive this pleasure.

If tomorrow Sweetness told me she wanted to fuck another man for her pleasure and to reinforce my devotion to her and asked me how I felt. I would tell her I trust her with our relationship, I obey her wishes, and I would love to watch her get off on another cock (or watch her getting off on the thought of me watching her getting fucked by another cock) while I was only allowed to watch.

We discussed this on a long road trip last weekend and she finds it unusual. She appreciates my willingness to obey her and provide me pleasure but being fucked by someone else is way off her radar.

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